I remember being riddled with angst, guilt and anxiety … a cocktail of feelings and emotions which my body didn’t feel it could contain.
I was lying awake in the middle of the night, scarfing down Nutella until there was no more in the jar and my body felt like it was covered in a film of panic which I couldn't remove.
I felt like I was a prisoner of it.
I said, why me? Why is this coming to me now?
I had reached a point of complete financial collapse.